Walk a lot. Cold winds. Good food. Casino. Farms. Cable car. Snow world. Quality time.
Took a flight up to kl before changing to a train then a cab to genting. Can’t rmb the last time I headed to Genting but it was surprisingly much more fun than I rmb it to be although the theme park was closed. Fml max.
This short getaway was surprisingly better than I expected it to be. Just nua in the hotel, explore places and eat a lot.
Phoneless throughout the 3 days so maybe it was what made this trip different from the rest, much more enjoyable. We only had each other throughout the trip and the only time we used our phones was during meal times to try and get wifi lol.
“I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling.”—Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart (via ohlovequotes)
& I want nth more than to find myself back. Nvr thought that I’ll ever feel this way, nvr thought that I’ll ever be like that.
What happens when one starts to lose faith?
What happens when one starts to feel unworthy?
What happens when one doesn’t seem to know the reason for fighting anymore.
Right or wrong, does it rly matter?
Shouldn’t our relationship be more important?
I’m losing faith.
I’m losing my sanity.
I’m losing everything.
Idk what’s harder to admit, that we were never suitable to begin with or we tried our fucking best but its not working.
Come what may, whatever that’s meant to be.
Time to grow up and start thinking about my future » settle down and try to be a grown up for a few years » realized that actually I’m still too fucking young to settle down » Fuck that grown up shit and have fun while I’m young » realized that maybe im not that young and I should start to think about my future. And the cycle continues.
Every 3 years, this happens to me wtf. And right now, the “fuck that grown up shit and have fun” thing is hitting me, hard.